My week off is basically over. Sad. Yesterday I had to go downtown to do research in a library, and I have to go back again today (and a bunch more times in the next couple of weeks). What sucks, however, is that I am getting a cold that makes me want to stay in bed all day instead. And I have horrible PMS. But really no choice, I have to go back. In fact, I should already be on my way.
So HE said that he hasn't been as physical with me lately because: 1. He doesn't want me to think he only comes over for sex, TV, and food. 2. He is afraid of "falling in love" with me and then being crushed at the end of the year. And 3. He has not been horny lately. Okay, so #3 I can accept. Fine, he is stressed out, whatever. #1 is bullshit. It is bullshit because he still comes and watches TV and eats my food. So what is he proving? And #2 pisses me off. If it is true, he needs to relax and learn to grab life by the balls. He is so afraid of getting hurt that he gives up on a good thing. I think that is crazy. I want to make the most of the time that I have, not let a point in the future destroy my happiness in the present. So I called "bullshit" on his reasons, and he agreed to chill out and act normal. He pulled the "you're my best friend" card again. Which I hate. It is like saying, "I don't want you as more than a friend." But I don't think he meant it like that.
Anyways, time to hit the shower and head downtown. At least the library closes at 5 today, so I will be home by 6! I hope he is here when I get back.
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