Boiling Point

I am reaching the end of my rope. He apologized about this morning, but it is still just the principle of it. I don't want him to apologize--I want him to be considerate and think of me once in awhile instead of ALWAYS putting himself first. I don't want him to buy me things, I don't want him to pay me compliments, I just want his time and occasionally a little effort. He has never done something for me that required the least bit of effort. He has never cooked me a meal, taken me out to dinner, or even offered to do the dishes (without me asking first). I just want a little reciprocity. Some indication that I really matter to him.

He just got home and he is in a terrible mood. His computer is broken and he "had a bad day." He was so short with me that I knew better than to ask what was wrong. Normally I would anyways, but I just don't have the energy anymore. I will leave him alone. I am always there for him. ALWAYS. This time I don't think I can do it.