Finally

I am done with my huge term paper. Now I am going to relax for a day or two before jumping into the thesis. No rest for the weary (Or very little rest).

Alone time didn't last terribly long last night. He ended up asking me if I wanted to hang out with him after a couple of hours. But it was good to have some time to myself. And now that he is working on a paper, and I am not, I will have more time to myself.

I think I really am resigned to the end of August coming. I haven't even felt the need to write about it lately. It only stings once in awhile when he mentions jobs he is looking at, etc., but I am doing my best to live in the moment. I need to start looking for jobs myself. Something to add to my list of things I need to get done in the next couple of weeks. I wonder where I will end up? I am definitely not tied to this city... or anywhere else for that matter. I have been putting off the job search because, frankly, it made me too sad. But I can't put it off too much longer. Time to face reality.

I still haven't done anything about Online Guys. I really would prefer not to meet up with either of them. I keep getting messages from new people on that website too. I'm not responding to any of them. I already stupidly struck up conversations with two of them. And, as I've said before, they seem really nice. It is just that, I am probably moving in a couple of months, and I already have a guy, even if he really isn't mine. I will message them both back tomorrow. I am really not sure what to say. I should probably get rid of that profile. Once I figure out what to say to these two guys, and say it, I will probably delete my account. There is really no need to be on there when I don't actually want to meet new guys at this point.

I guess I have a nice evening of relaxing, maybe reading a magazine, and trying to stay cool in this heat ahead.