He knocked on my door a little later in the evening to try to smooth things over. I wasn't having it. So after he left, almost out of spite, I did something really odd. Mind you, I was a bit drunk, and pretty disgruntled. I joined an online dating site (if this site had them, this is where I would put the little smiley face with the buggy eyes).
It wasn't completely out of the blue. Part of the story that C told me (mentioned in my last entry) was that she met her current boyfriend through a free online dating site. I asked her more about it and she said that it is a great way to meet people in the area you're living in, even if you are just looking for new friends. So in my fit of anger and drunkenness, I signed up for the site.
Him and I talked more later in the evening, and I let it go, he slept here, everything is fine. I woke up before him this morning and got up and checked me email and I had three messages from people on this site. It had kind of slipped my mind that I'd signed up the night before.
So, I feel silly. Even if this might (MIGHT) be an okay idea under normal circumstances, I am: 1) probably moving in 3 months, and should not be trying to meet new people here at this point, and 2) HE would not like it one bit.
The thing is, one of the messages that I got really interested me. It can't hurt to message back, right?
Have to run off to class.
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