Last Day Off

Tomorrow, I have to get to work on my thesis. Back to the archive downtown for the first time in about a month. So this is my last day to be lazy.

I woke up around noon (it is way too easy to get used to this "sleeping in" thing), called my Dad to say "Happy Father's Day," drank my coffee, and now I am doing this. I really don't know what to do next. Maybe it is good that I am getting back to work tomorrow. Having nothing to do is one of those things that sounds great when you are really busy, but then really isn't all it's cracked up to be.

I haven't heard back from either Online Guy, which makes my life easier. I know that I don't have to keep these conversations going--I have just always been terrible at getting myself out of semi-awkward situations. It is easier if I don't have anything to respond to. I really need to take my profile off that site. As soon as I can find a way to get out of these conversations gracefully...

Things are fine with him. He is being all lovey-dovey lately, saying things like, "I am so lucky to have you," "I really enjoy spending time with you," and "You're so pretty." It is nice, but also a little odd. He does say stuff like that on occasion, but not as much as he has lately. Either he thinks I am upset and need the extra boost, or he is thinking about the end of August too and is getting more emotional lately. It is almost unsettling. But it is much better than fighting, so I will take it. He is still working on his paper, and will be for a few more days. He has been sleeping here after he finishes work for the night, but we really haven't had much time to get into fights lately. Maybe more time apart is what we needed.

K's mother has been in town since Wednesday. I'm not sure when she leaves. I miss hanging out with K. I want to make plans with her. Maybe I will call her sometime today. I also want to make some firm plans with C, but we aren't yet the kind of friends who call each other. We are more like acquaintances. I need to get over these little bouts of shyness and just do what I want to do.

I think for now though, I will just enjoy my last day off and put everything off for one more day.