Back to Normal

When he woke up, I told him what I had to say and we didn't really talk about it at all after that. I think he was anxious to have everything back to normal. Instead of working, we spent the day watching movies. I am going to go on the trip with him next weekend. I think that I really have accepted the expiration date that this "relationship" has. For now at least.

Yesterday was K's birthday. I tried knocking on her door a few times, but I think she went downtown to visit a friend. I feel bad, because I did not see much of her on the booze cruise, and I think she went out after the cruise. I was kind of seasick and tired, but I had intended to go out to bars and clubs with her on Friday. I feel bad that I didn't go. I haven't known her that long, but I feel like I should do something. I think I will buy her some flowers and a cake and bring them down to her apartment today.

Speaking of flowers... he brought me some yesterday. I guess he feels bad about our talk on Friday night. It seems to be the only reason that he ever brings me flowers. They are nice. And it was nice of him to do that. But, for some reason, I wish he wouldn't.

A lot of reading to get done today, since I have done NOTHING since Wednesday. I don't know where my work ethic went. First priority--to the store to get stuff for K, and ingredients to make breakfast for dinner. Pancakes, bacon, eggs, biscuits and gravy.... I love breakfast, but there is never time to make it in the morning. Breakfast for dinner makes me happy. That will be the carrot on the stick for me today. I have to get reading done if I want breakfast tonight.